So what is my life now the gift or the curse
I guess i should love it but every day it gets worse
I'm not a negative person but this live is so stupid
That i learned to spit curses on all the shit plus
I was cursed sinse my birth my talant is rap
The only thing everyone can't understand
They say that i'm playing but it's not a game
All this shit makes me smoke weed again and again
My dream is my fault but i can not change it
A lot of people hate but i don't care bout this shit
Cause who are you to say me that i'm wrong or right
You're far you don't know me at all so fuck off i'm a star
And maybe sometimes i'm that bitch that you see
But there's another kind side of me
And some people know real me
An addict a liar call me what you want
You still don't know me and maybe you're right
So do anything but don't blame me when
I'll fuck you up man cause you know whow i am
My life is my curse but i'm still alive
And don't take my shit now cause you'll die twice
So fuck it this rap is not good enough
But i wrote it like that so i don't give a fuck

И еще одна
I still remember one fucked up day in my life
when my own mother told me
to get out from our house
I can remember my thoughts, feelings, my fears
and I'm sure that I won't ever
make my kids feel like this
I don't remember why she said it
But the fact is the fact
One more story from my childhood
that I can not forget
I love you mom
I just can't understand
How could you say this things
And then let me live like that
Little kid broke as fuck
who just can't understand
who's searching for the anwers
trying to forget evil past
I don't blame you
I just show you the way
I lived all this time
feeling like I live in hell
thinking that it's the only my way
I can't change that stupid day
But I did all this shit
Cause i was trying to curse the whole world
for this day for your shit
I was so sick and broke
But I have already grown
I want you to know that that day was my hole
I was trying to get out of it all life long
I won't ever feel the same
Three words changed my world
and i will remember it
somewhere deep inside of my soul

Сорри, что на английском. Что думаете?